It seems like these days my life is completely consumed by waiting. Waiting for this or that. Waiting to find the right house. Waiting to figure out about vacation plans.
If you know anything about me, you know I HATE waiting. I am the WORST at waiting. I get antsy and I play out all the possible scenarios in my head and can't sleep because of it. I'm just one of those people who doesn't wait well. I want to know. Whether it be good or bad, I just feel like it's better to know.
Currently I'm waiting on some pretty big things in my life. Maybe not once in a lifetime things but things that happen rarely. So, I'm extra crazy about the waiting. I even have a condition that is instigated when I get stressed (which is usually only when i spend a lot of time waiting..). It's called intercostal chondritis. Sounds fake huh? It's real. You can look it up!
Well it's really not a big deal. It's just more of a pain. Basically when I get stressed, the cartilidge between my ribs inflames. This inflamation makes it ridiculously hard to get a deep breath. You dont' really how good breathing deeply feels until you just can't quite get there.
So, ya, I'm literally messing up my body with stress about waiting. Arg.
Back to the waiting...
1 comment:
i hear ya! i hate waiting too and i think you and i are in the same boat with the waiting... haha. I hope you get some real answers/decisions made/houses found/whatever else you're waiting on figured out soon! :)
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