Tuesday, September 23, 2008

busy busy busy...

Well... things move along. The waiting I was refering to is over. I'm not gonna say much about it except it was NOT for an engagement ring. Still don't have one of those but I'm not really worried about it. I trust Chris to work it out!

Still looking at houses. We found one we both like it Lakewood. It's at the very top of our budget but it's got 2 full baths on the 2nd floor which would be AMAZING! It's been on the market for a while so we're gonna keep looking for a few more weeks. Might make an offer if we haven't found anything else/still want it/it's still on the market then.

I feel lazy. I need to start working out again but I just cannot find the motivation. I find that I go in spurts. I rarely ever WANT to workout. However, sometimes I am more motivated that others. And I must say, my Fitworks membership has gone to waste this summer. I've probably worked out a total of 10 times in the last 4 months. I need to get better about that. I need a workout buddy or something. Something...

Thoughts?

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

The waiting is the hardest part...

It seems like these days my life is completely consumed by waiting. Waiting for this or that. Waiting to find the right house. Waiting to figure out about vacation plans.

If you know anything about me, you know I HATE waiting. I am the WORST at waiting. I get antsy and I play out all the possible scenarios in my head and can't sleep because of it. I'm just one of those people who doesn't wait well. I want to know. Whether it be good or bad, I just feel like it's better to know.

Currently I'm waiting on some pretty big things in my life. Maybe not once in a lifetime things but things that happen rarely. So, I'm extra crazy about the waiting. I even have a condition that is instigated when I get stressed (which is usually only when i spend a lot of time waiting..). It's called intercostal chondritis. Sounds fake huh? It's real. You can look it up!

Well it's really not a big deal. It's just more of a pain. Basically when I get stressed, the cartilidge between my ribs inflames. This inflamation makes it ridiculously hard to get a deep breath. You dont' really how good breathing deeply feels until you just can't quite get there.

So, ya, I'm literally messing up my body with stress about waiting. Arg.

Back to the waiting...